One day you may find true love that will last forever and ever ‘Till then you’ll spend a lifetime wishing one together You never thought she’d say goodbye And you’ll never understand the reasons why Heart of mine How will you keep from dying Stop reminiscing who is she kissing? Heart of mine Oh what’s the use in trying No one can mend you now Love plays cruel games You can’t believe she’s found another lover “Does she miss me?” Sometimes you just can’t help but wonder No, you can’t hold the hands of time And you’ll always be the one she left behind Heart of mine, how will you keep from dying stop reminiscing Who is she kissing heart of mine, Oh what’s the use in trying No one can mend you now And you’ll never understand the reasons why Heart of mine, how will you keep from dying stop reminiscing Who is she kissing heart of mine, Oh, what’s the use in trying No one can mend you now Oh, heart of mine heart of mine Heart of mine
Eyne nictitate, found by a hunky mate Where she, was esurient for a comely date. Days, weeks passed, a lad stole a buss Cheeks ripened red, blush couldn’t hid. Hugs and kisses from this man She was damn delighted, but sweat on her palm. Affection turns into a lifetime love.
He taught me how to play under the rain after I hated it. He made me believe in love again after I failed. He held me close to his heart, after I wasted myself. He accepted the whole me, he did fix me. He promised to love me, even after knowing my bitter past.
He makes me laugh everytime I am mad. He always tells me I can, when I tend to give up. He carries me when I’m in pain. He kisses those wounds despite the fact that they’re ugly. Stretchmarks are ugly, and stitches too.
He continues to give and show love. Doing his best to be a father and my man. Each one of us has someone they can call their own. Own love, own partner who’ll be there through better or worst. Lucky to have such kind of person, yes it is.
When you found it, Therefore, take good care of such gift, Though sometimes we don’t really deserve it, But they deserve it.
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In each movie I have watched, I can see you clearlyFeels like you are just always with meThe love of every morning breezeA soul that longs for your embrace.The warmth of your palms,That touches and melts my skin.That kind of … Continue reading Long→
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I was lying in the operating room, Quite nervous of the operation, Saving you was my priority, Then your cry came out, my felicity.
Pitiful that body was quite tiny, Fragile you were yet lovely, You in my arms was paradise, loving you so much oh dear mine.. I was awake for a week watching you peacefully asleep.
Now day by day I watch you grow, Everyday my life has a glow, Sooner or later you’ll be a grown up, Today I wish you grow fast, and tomorrow will wish you still be a child.
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Every words I inscribed, are the feelings engraved in my heart. My beatitude, mourning, pains, and hope when things fall apart. Maybe a scene from today or of my past. Sometimes, these words are the figment of my imagination, And someone’s unseen situation.
Crush all the way to the core of my heart, You’ve been so good before, now a lot has changed, You and I, once part of each other, now fallin’ apart, Crumbled to eensy-weensy pieces like grain.
We are like; rainbows fading colors in the air, masks in a masquerade people used to wear, ice creams that melt away, a road that has two paths that breaks way, white room full of shadows of strangers, birds flyin’ across the sky with fallin’ feathers.
Painful to see that these hearts go on separate ways, What else to hold on when night took over the days, Is there a way we can fix things right? Lets fight together against this destiny’s blight!
I appreciate you so much, yet it seems hard to tell and show, but I do. Misunderstanding is our greatest weakness, why it has always to turn out this way? Because of guilt, pain and distress I caused you, I wanna set you free. You’ll be fine. I think you’ll be better off without me.
As far as I remember, I wrote down these words when we had an extreme fight. After of so many fights we had, it also came to a point where we decided to go on separate ways, especially me. I would always decide to break up, though in my heart I don’t really want to. Sometimes it was just my ‘drama‘ to break up, but if he decided to make it true, then either I find a way for reconciliation and to hold on, or just let it be. It came to a point that I went back home with my son, and decided to leave him.
It was the extreme fight I was talkin’ about. I got so mad ‘coz like.. I was always the one who look after our son, and it felt like he didn’t care to be my sub. He used to go out in the morning to be in a cafe, after work, even in weekends. I wanted him to be around even just half a day to be with us, to help us with the chores. I don’t know but I feel so happy whenever he’s at home, or when he cuddles our son, seeing them together has something that fires the happiness deep in my heart. I had no complains when it comes to our son’s needs, he provides everything for him. Even when it comes to my needs, he would always prioritized mine.
Some of my former colleagues told me that, maybe I was suffering in post partum depressionand we just have to talk about it. No need for me to make sudden decisions that I will surely regret at the end, yet during that time my decision was fixed, like no one can ever break it. So, I went home, I brought all my stuff and of my baby’s. After a few hours, I didn’t expect he would followed me home, and he tried to convince me to return that night. I was stoned-hearted due to my sadness and anger, I did ignore him for almost an hour, mom was there quite concerned. But, I didn’t want to, he didn’t stop, he tried hard to talk with me, ’til I poured out my sentiments, I let him know my pain, my sadness, my concerns, and my wish. Then, these words of his warmth my heart,
“I’m sorry beng, so sorry.. (cryin’) tell me what do you want me to do, I’ll do it for you. Do you want me to take care of him at night so you can rest? I’ll do that, just come back. I love my son and you, so please.”
After all those words were all I need, but I decided to stay at home for at least three days, that was a month before Covid-19 became the talk of the earth.
As usual, we let things to cool down and start again. It made me realized that fights/arguments make the relationship stronger. Fights, arguments, and problems when faced together and able to survive, relationship becomes indestructible. We’ve been together for almost eight years, and now we have a son. With those things we had, the things we faced together, those extreme fights, everything were all ingredients in this relationship to make it stronger. Everytime we able to fix things, our love for each other became much stronger too. We also understand things better, and when you truly love that person, you changed those bad habits, even the attitude/behavior, and he did. I know that everyday of our lives is a challenge that we have to face. Each person has his own flaws, some can be fixed, some are unchangeable. I accepted his, and he embraced mine.
I found this relationship real, he is real to me, he makes me feel that he loves me this much. He is also thoughtful, he used to provide my needs first before his, and I feel lucky. After all, God is truly amazing, and that he knows my heart’s desires, because despite of losing someone I want, He replaced it with someone who is a match for me and the one I could call my destiny. 😇
In each movie I have watched, I can see you clearlyFeels like you are just always with meThe love of every morning breezeA soul that longs for your embrace.The warmth of your palms,That touches and melts my skin.That kind of love, that I lost on that dayIs now haunting me, … Continue reading Long→
Relationship come and go, like the coolness of the gentle breeze. Sometimes boon, sometimes bane, sometimes nothing’s the same. There are times we’re good, yet most of the time so hard to please. Happiness is just a moment to share, and suffering brings more pain. Tell me how to believe … Continue reading The feelings tonight→
Walk the aisle of afflictive past, You and I was once together, Where one’s trust put… died, Walk the aisle of afflictive past, Deceived was I, you lied, Finked thee, befriended with her, Walk the aisle of afflictive past, You and I was once together.
Yester night I was quite down in sorrow, this pandemic creeped back in my head, broken I was, eyes on my son, he was peacefully asleep, I almost cried lookin’ asked God, until when? don’t let it be, half the world dying more. Death horror everywhere, shattered broken the soul, heart, and mind crumbled to eensy bits a test, conundrum today prayer is all I have, trust Him asked him, to you God this is easy end this pandemic, to you all I beg.
Sometimes the strength of motherhood is greater than any natural laws.
Barbara Kingsolver
To all mothers I know, HAPPY MOTHER’s DAY. May God continue to bless you & your family. Seeing and knowing your struggles, hardships, & success makes us feel proud & happy, knowing it is for your family’s betterment. You are irreplaceable in the hearts of your children and your husband. Watching the mothers out their taking care of their families, would make you think that how blessed is the world for having these women, for having you. 😇
A famous quote says that, “Mother knows best,” yet I beg to disagree because not all mothers know it. Some influences their children to do bad things, teaching bad manners instead of good ones, teaching their children to bully others, etc.. NOBLE are those MOTHERS who are taking the right track, giving the best for their children. Don’t you know, aside from teachers, the number one shaper of a child’s life is his/her mother. It starts from the family and at home. Lets not break the nation for teaching the wrong things especially on the child’s manners, that isn’t motherhood /parenting. The quite important thing above anything else, –good manners.
Once again, HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO THE MOTHERS OUT THERE…’ take a break and spend a great bonding with your family. 😇 A blessed day ahead. 🤗
These photos were taken back when we had our theater workshop in May 2017.
Here’s the story behind these photos.
Just this morning, I logged in to my Facebook account and I had a notification about a memory from 2017, and it has been three (3) years since this fun happened. Time really flies so fast.
Selected students and teachers from different Diocesan Private Schools were chosen to join this workshop that was held at the Senior High School campus of Pax Catholic Academy in May 2017. This workshop was good for a week. We were not allowed to go home, so everyone stayed in school for this activity. Each one of us was so excited with this workshop, and it was quite fun.
Mr. Adonis Nobleza is on my far right, Mr. Dan S. Pahila is the 2nd male from the right and Ms. Lyrvie Shyn R. Soltones is the woman beside me, on my left with eyeglasses is my colleague Mr. Arnold P. Demapanag
Our trainer was Mr. Dan S. Pahila, he is a secondary teacher at Ilo-Ilo National High School, Ilo-Ilo City, Philippines. He is teaching MAPEH and Drama Arts. On the other hand, students’ trainer was Ms. Lyrvie Shyn R. Soltones. She is also a secondary teacher in the same school and also teaching in Drama Arts. Teachers used the vacant room on the ground floor, while students together with Ms. Soltones were on the 2nd floor in a merged room of the senior high school. Mr. Pahila made us ready for the acting workshop on the first day. We had to warm up, and it was funny memorable. We got inevitable bloopers and funny faces, since we need to exercise our face muscles as well. We had to dance and stretched every inch of our muscles before we start acting, inorder to avoid some muscle sprains. Drama/acting is not as easy as you think it is, it’s more complicated than dancing. Why? It involves not just your body movements, facial expressions but even your emotions and tone of voice to make the drama more realistic and move the audience through this. Not all dancing activities require facial expressions or overt emotions unlike acting.
To be an effective actor one must put himself on the shoes of the character. You need to own the personality, behavior, emotion and one must set aside his ownself inorder to absorb the character he needs to portray. Another important aspect to act out your character is, an innate talent in acting. Some people are having difficulties in acting, no matter how hard they try, despite the fact that they love it. The audiences/viewers will feel so awkward watching the actor who is forcing himself to play his role. One must possessed a natural talent in acting, though it can be learned, it’s quite better when it is not obtrusive.
In theater show the characters must know proper blockings and that is with the help of the director and stage manager. Blocking plays a crucial part in theater’s success. Characters must know how and where to stand on stage. They must stand facing their audience most of the time or at least in slant position. This is to let the audience see their facial expressions on the show, and it also helps the actors avoid collisions during the play. Characters must have modulated voice inorder for the audience to hear their words, except if the theater’s show is a Pantomime (a performance using gestures and body movements without words). Good lightings (stage lighting)are needed too, these light effects help arouse emotions, and also to indicate the night and day. Blue light set a sad and cold atmosphere, while bright colors for happiness, red is for war/fight and dark/dim light is to indicate death/tragedy. Spotlight is the most well-known of the theater light, its use is to focus or highlight the actor or element on stage. These are the knowledge imparted to us by Mr. Pahila.
We had a great week in this workshop. The following days were so awesome because we were learning something new, even it was exhausting and besides it was my thing. Since I was in high school I really love acting even when I got in college. The best part of my acting career (make believe) was back in high school, especially in our Filipino subject. I used to be the leader of the group, director and the protagonist (leading character) of our little role play. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to join any contest like an impersonation or declamation due to poverty back in my days. Joining such event/contest must have financial support for the costume and sometimes for trainer’s fee, and my foster parents told me that they couldn’t afford it.
During the workshop, we learned how to shift our emotions from being happy, then became suddenly sad, crazy, shifted to being angry (we were shouting) back to being happy. I thought that we were like crazy people doing that thing, we were murmuring things while going to every corner of the room. I will never forget that we had to pick a partner and confess our painful past and our regrets in this life. This activity helped us freed ourselves from misery, and also to know our fellow actors from deep inside. It is easier to work with the people you know by heart. We also learned how to put ourselves on someone elses shoe, feel their pain and offer great compassion to these people. At the end of our workshop we must exhibit the product of what we learned. We had four theater plays two of these came from the teachers entitled “Tokhang” and “Ai Ai” (Comedy Skit, the only word spoken here is just ai ai).
Here’s the Product of our Theater Workshop. The video was recorded by one of our students using my own mobile phone.
You may watch the video on YouTube by clicking the link below:
The world I live is not good as yours, yet I have managed to go through. So don’t you dare giving up in this life. There are still many wonderful things you can do to your life and with the lives of others.
If you can’t find an inspiration, be an inspiration to others for them to go on in life.
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If one day, no more words to hear, No more annoying shit around, Pain that maybe hard to bear, Know that I’m 6 feet below the ground, Don’t get so sad I’m just strolling on this land, Just give a visit to my headstone I’ll be happy too, if you bring me a blossom.
Every breath you breathe Is a work of art Everytime you sigh just breaks my heart There’s no one in this whole world Inspires me the way that you do Undying admiration
The passion on your face The depth of your soul Would inspire any muse to lose control There’s no one in this whole world That teaches me the way that you do
This man sings his heart out about his undying admiration for his wife.
I have listened to this and I found myself loving this song. Mothers’ day will be on May 10, 2020. Wish your mother/wife a happy mother’s day. Click the link below. ⬇️