Have you found the one who will support you with the things you want? Have you found the one to whom you can share your dreams? Have you found the one who can be your bestfriend, and stand with you through the test of time? Have you found the one to whom you can be yourself, wherever you go? That whenever you’re with this person, you can be free? Have you ever felt so complete whenever this person is around? Have you ever woke up everyday like it’s heavenly joy? This person loves you despite of the things you are uncapable of? Eating the food you cooked despite of the taste, saying it’s okay, I like it… Someone who says try again, you can do it… whenever you fail? Someone says that he/understands you, and those were not just mere words, but shown that he/she really do. Someone that whenever sees you that you are reaching for something you can’t, that person will help you… Someone you can call your leaning wall, someone who serves both left and right hand in your relationship, Have you found that person? Me? I guess I did, but I lost it along the way or maybe it was nothing but a dream.
The only place I can find peace right now is the night sky, My heart is broken again, remembering her wickedness, The eventide breeze tryin’ to comfort my sadness, And I, tryin’ to hold back the tears in my eyes.
My heart is a bit heavy to lift by some gleeful memories, Wish to walk with my shadow in this wonderful eve, But too afraid I might find comfort with this night, And that I may not return to those who wait for me.
Oh night, this wonderful feeling you offer me, I must refuse for I might get lost, Ended up loving you so much and live in a dream, A dream I may never give up even if I have to live alone with you.
Just this night, while watching the Korean Drama entitled “Fated to Love You“ my sister shared her thoughts; ‘Sometimes people are a bit awkward, they would do things because they thought it was right, only to realize that they are being hurt more and more because of their decisions.’
I immediately answered ‘yes‘ but I was quite stunned by my answer, looking blankly in space, ‘coz the fact that I was hit by her thought.
“It’s better to spend time with the one you love even for a short period of time, atleast you made some happy memories to reminisce,” she added.
And I replied, “No matter how happy those memories are, remembering them would always bring some pain in our hearts.” 😞